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What is the meaning of "Lo Seshureni..."?
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Rashi: No eye will want to see me after death.
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Malbim: After the body is lost in death, he is hidden from all eyes; no one sees him again. Then, he cannot see life again. My afflictions are worse - people see me in existence, but it is as if I am not in the world. It would be better to shorten my life at the end, and kill me before my time, than to shorten my life in the middle!
2)
To whom did he say "Einecha Bi v'Eineni"?
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Rashi: He addresses Hashem. Why did You need to wound me and crush me with afflictions? Via one seeing, putting Your eye on me, I would die, and not be in the world!
