1)
What is the meaning of "Lo Eda Nafshi"?
1.
Rashi: I do not know how I will find Nofesh (rest).
2.
Ibn Ezra #1: This is said in astonishment. (Surely I know my Nefesh!)
3.
Ibn Ezra #2: I know no evil for my Nefesh.
4.
Malbim #1: If I will say that I am Tam 1 , and really, I do not know myself - perhaps I am a Rasha, and He struck me properly - I would justify Hashem according to Elifaz' claim "ha'Enosh me'Eloka Yitzdak."
5.
Malbim #2: Even if I am Tam, I do not know my Nefesh - my purity is not from choice. The nature of man's formation dictates how he will be.
1
I.e. I cannot find anything that I did wrong. (PF)
2)
Why would he despise his life?


